Me: Kids, be brave! Try something new! Also Me: I don't want toooo!

I'm supposed to be looking for a new job. I'm supposed to be writing a cover letter. I'm supposed to be doing a lot of things but instead I'm trying to decide what Brittney Spears song I want to learn a sexy dance to!

That's the interesting thing about anxiety, sometimes you can just pretend like that thing that is giving you anxiety doesn't exist and then poof your anxiety goes away! (only to come back ten times worse once you actually have to face said thing!)

I can only imagine what my students would say to me right now if they knew I was scared of applying for jobs... well first off they would be outraged at the fact that I'm leaving the school and THEN they would be like "But Ms. C you're an adult you can't be afraid of anything!"

I wish it were that simply. I really do.

Well, I should probably get off of here and go face my fears or my students are going to be really mad at me.

Until next time...

Clementine

#newjob #anxiety