The Hole In My Stomach Has Returned

So I have a parent who went to loving me at the beginning of the year to now hating me and giving me death glares. 

I'm not handling this well. 

I saw an email from her this morning asking to explain why I gave her child a bad mark at school. My stomach immediately sank, the swirling started, all of the happy from my life was quickly drained into this now fully formed black hole. I don't know how to escape. You can't! No light can get through! I have so many bad thoughts right now. I know I shouldn't let someone else's opinion of me dictate my feelings. But here we are. 

Sincerely,

Clementine 

#stupidemails #Anxiety #Blackhole