Why I'm not working...

I should be in my classroom. I should be responding to emails, grading papers, changing bulletin boards and other such things. Instead I am sitting in the teachers lounge writing this. 

If I wasn't here surrounded by coworkers I would be on the verge of a panic attack. Sometimes I surround myself with people (even when I don't want to be alone) to keep myself from harm. Mostly to keep myself from myself. 

I hope that the rest of the day gets better because I have a lot of work to do. If I continue to feel this way then no work will be done because bad thoughts will be clouding my mind. 

Those pesky thoughts ruin productivity!

- Clementine 

#depression #Unproductive #Hiding